Monday, January 11, 2010

BECOMING THAT OLD BASTARD MAN

EVERY FUCKING LIST

EVERY MUNDANE NOTION

EVERY BORING ATTEMPT FOR ATTENTION

EVERYBODY TRYING TO BE AN EXPERT

EVERY MESSAGE OF NONSENSE

THAT HAS EVER BEEN

SHITTED OUT

OF THE PERVERSE

WEAK LITTLE MIND

OF ONE OF THE

BORING STERILE SAFE

AND STAGNATED MASSES

IS A COMPLETE FAILURE

THEY CALL IT CONNECTION

THEN DISCONNECT

AS IT IS TRUE FAILURE

AND

ALL OF THIS

IS AT

YOU’RE FINGER TIPS

THIS KIND OF WORLD

CREATES THE POSERS AND PUSSIES

THAT ARE SCARED TO SPEAK

TO REAL HUMAN BEINGS

THE KIND THAT RELENT THEIR ANGER

THE KIND THAT REPENT THEIR DESIRES

THE KIND THAT OBSESS THEIR VALUES

THEY CAN LEARN YEARS

WITHIN SECONDS

NEVER HAVING TO SAVE UP

THE HARD EARNED PAY

OF A HARD LIVING JOB

TO BUY THE PAPERBACK EDITIONS

OF DEAD MEN

WITHOUT THE PAPERCUTS

NOR HAVE NEVER SPENT

THREE HOURS DIGGING

THROUGH ALL OF THE DUSTY RECORD BINS

FOR THAT ONE POTENTIAL

JEWEL IN THE ROUGH

NOR SCOURED

THE EARTH

FOR YEARS

FOR THAT ONE

PARTICULAR

THING

NEVER KNOWING

THE SATISFACTION

OF FINDING SAID THING

AND HOW

A POSSESSION

FEELS LIKE

AN ACCOMPLISHMENT

NOT AN ACTUAL ITEM

IT’S AN ACCOMPLISHMENT

ALL OF THIS

IS NOW

SIMPLE

LIKE A STUPID HUMAN BEING

LIKE THE CLICK OF A BUTTON

SIMPLE

NOW EVERYBODY

IS A WRITER

NOW EVERYBODY

IS POPULAR

NOW EVERYBODY

IS PUBLISHED

NOW EVERYONE

IS SOMEONE

OR NO ONE

NOW EVERYONE

HAS A VISUAL VALIDATION

IN ONLY

TWO DIMENSIONS

IN ONLY

A FEW SECONDS

UNTIL IT ALL CHANGES

CTRL ALT AND DELETE

FUCK YOU

FIND SOMETHING

THAT WILL MAKE YOU SWEAT

AND GRAB HOLD OF IT

LIKE YOU’RE FUCKING LIFE

DEPENDED ON IT

BECAUSE

MAYBE IT DOES

OR MAYBE IT DOESN’T

IT’S UP TO YOU

TO LEAVE THE HOUSE

TO TURN OFF THE SCREEN

TO BECOME NATURE

TO BECOME HUMAN

TO BECOME NOTHING

TO BECOME SOMETHING

TO BE EVERYTHING

BREAK THAT CHAIN

RUN FUCKING FREE

DON’T LISTEN TO

OLD MISANTHROPIC BEASTS

LIKE ME

SO LONG AS I BREATHE

THERE WILL ALWAYS BE

THIS

THIS TYPE OF THING

SO MY REQUEST

TO YOU

IS TO LISTEN

TO SHOW UP

TO WATCH

TO HEAR

TO SEE

OR EVEN BETTER

TO GO MAKE YOUR OWN

IF YOU SWEAT DOING IT

IT’S PROBABLY WORTH IT

AND YOU’LL PROBABLY LEARN

OR FORGET OR REGRET

BUT ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS SWEAT

WHILE YOU DO IT

WHILE YOU FEEL IT

WHILE YOU KNOW

NEVER LOOK BACK TOO FAR

ON THE PAST

AND ITS DEAD BURDENS

IT’LL BRING YOU DOWN

AND HURT YOU

IT IS STRONGER THAN YOU

IT WILL ENDURE

LONGER THAN YOU

IT CAN BEAT YOU DOWN

INTO CRITICAL CONDITION

INTO MASSIVE COGNITION

INTO FUTURE RELIGION

BREAK IT

UP DOWN OUT AND FREE

WHILE YOU SWEAT

I DON’T KNOW WHAT’S WORSE

ALONE

OR A CROWDED ROOM

IT PROBABLY DOESN’T MATTER

IT PROBABLY NEVER MATTERS

BUT THAT DOESN’T MEAN

THAT YOU DON’T HAVE TO MAKE IT REAL