GHOST MAN

I FEEL LIKE A GHOST
CAN’T GET DEATH OUT MY HEAD
IT CREEPS UP ON ME
LIKE MY OWN SHADOW
I FEEL USELESS
I CAN RATIONALIZE
WHY
I FEEL THIS WAY
WHICH SCARES ME
I DON’T FIT INTO THIS WORLD
I NEVER HAVE
THESE FEELINGS HAUNT ME SINCE YOUTH
I CAN UNDERSTAND
I AM
DIFFERENT FROM YOU
ALIENATION AND PAIN
WITH ME EVERYDAY
MY MOOD BROODING
MY TONGUE POISONOUS
MY SOUL TAINTED
MY LIFE EMPTY
I KNOW WHAT IT IS
TO BE ALIVE
I FIND SOLACE
IN WHAT I KNOW
MUSIC, FILM, PAINTING, DRAWING
COLLAGES, WRITING, DESIGNING
ALL I’M GOOD AT
I CANNOT SURVIVE
IN THIS WORLD
WITH THESE THINGS
I FEEL WRONG
FOR WRITING THIS
BEEN DROWNING IN BOTTLES
SUCKING ON DEATH
THINKING BAD THOUGHTS
CAN’T GET OUT OF BED
CAN’T FALL ASLEEP
ALL ALONE
IN EVERYTHING
I RUIN ALL
OPPORTUNITY
NEVER WORTH MY PARTS
I’M TOO HARD ON ME
I’M TOO HARD ON EVERYONE
EXPECTATIONS BROKEN
MEANINGS REVEALED
SHATTER MY HOPE
SINKING IN THINKING
LIKE THE GREATS
NEVER SATISFIED
MY WORK IS NEVER DONE
ABSTRACT
BUT NO ONE CARES
I NEED SOME NEW HOPE